Nervous about my first fill

I confess.

I am VERY nervous about tomorrow - my first fill.

I am looking forward to it as I am going to see some fantastic results afterwards and I'll get out of my 'haven't lost much weight' rut but, needles scare me therefore and because you need a needle for the fill, I am scared of the fill!  So, what does Steph do when she's nervous about a procedure of any kind?  YOU TUBE IT!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I32y3aHQbXM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeqBAlpWmHU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xib5HXl0Ahk

I wathced these 3 videos and I am not sure if I am less or more nervous.  Am thinking about getting some Emla Gel for the procedure... hmmm..

Shall let you know how I go :)

Eeeekkkk.

Steph