I'm still alive!

Hello!  I am still here!  And I am absolutely loving my break from social media.  It's also made me see how much I really needed one.

The first day was really strange.  I kept picking up my phone to check on things.  I am not sure what I was checking on but I picked it up anyway!  I also picked up my phone a lot to take photos of things to share on my Insta stories.  I ended up getting so many things done.  I cleaned, unpacked boxes, took the Dogs for a walk.  I actually began to wonder how I've actually managed to find time to be on it anyway?  I haven't had time.  I've just been doing what I can to avoid facing a lot of the stuff that I haven't wanted to front up to.  I also feel as though I'd stopped trying as hard as I could.  

I actually slept so well on the first night.  I thought that perhaps I had cured my chronic fatigue syndrome (I'm totally kidding - I know that there is no way that would happen!) but the second night showed me that nope, it is still there and it's alive and well.

The last few days have felt as though I am on school camp.  There are so many new activities to do and things to explore!  It's a really strange way of putting things but that is really the only way I can describe it.  I've been doing a lot of reading, relaxing, exercising, spending time with my creatures and cooking.  Today I've hit a wall and haven't done much at all but I needed a day off.

One thing I've really enjoyed is the fact that I have more time to connect with those around me.  It's been good to have a little less anxiety and worry to focus my energy on.  I've been looking out the window when we go for a drive and I've been seeing things that I have never noticed before.  I know these things probably sound really stupid but it's probably been my favourite thing over the last few days - the fact that I have the time to pay attention to the things that really mater to me.